Sizzlin' Toast

Looks like pets are not recycleable. Hm.

here in wisconsin

I really miss singing.  I have been doing it all around the house today.  I hope to always be singing in the shower.  :)  I may not ever be in an opera, which is fine with me, but I believe I can carry a tune.....and karaoke Vanilla Ice pretty darn well.

No mail again today...*cough*

What's this?!?!

Wait a sec!!

MN sucks and I have less than 2 months here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have like 6 days off with nothing to do but drink.

No but really, I have so much I want to do around the city, but it's not quite as fun doing these things alone. 

Things I want to do:
*Go to the zoo
*Play putt-putt at this outside art museum thing
*See the cherry on a spoon
*Go to a nightclub
*Go eat somewhere fancy
*Go to a few of the museums around here
*Find the really big farmers market and buy basil
*Ride my bike
*See a show (like theater stuff, nothing crazy, but this one place has open mike night at midnight on sat.)
*Go to a lake and swim
*Go out and get drunk
*Find the Asian area and buy candy
*Go to the pride festival
*See a concert (even if it sucks, as long as it was cheap)
*Go shopping for a little black dress
*Go to Vally Fair (the amusement park)

And more I just can't think of right now.

Oh man.

I like it when you can remember your dreams AND they actually tell a story from beginning to end.

I had a dream last night I fell in love with death.  He had saved my life and fell in love with me too.  He and I were like runaway lovers and everyone was trying to find him to kill him.  He wasn't really bad, he just had to do what he had to do, however, since he was on earth with me, more death was occurring.  We were running away from the law and finally he told me to let him go, I was very sad but he gave himself up and went back to hell or where ever so I could live. 

Anyway, I always prayed for him to come back for me, which meant I kept wishing for my time to die.  One night a fire started in my apt.  where I lived with Benny and Joe.  Ben got out alright, but Joe was stuck inside, so I ran into the fire to save him. 

In the end Death realized I have a bigger job to do here on earth, saving people.  We would be together again when I was done with my life task and for the second time he saved my life.

It was very deep when you think about it.  A life saver was in love with a life taker, but in the end we were prepared to switch roles.  I was ready to die for Joe, and he was ready to save my life once again. 

I think this concept would be an interesting movie/book/play or whatever.  There were a lot more details, but they get long and boring. 

What do you think?

This is a big ass ear of corn.

Big ass.....

Alcohol is a depressant. Do not drink it when you feel like shit.

note to self

It can be so crazy how a record can change your life.  Someone's words and creativity can make your whole world different.

Speaking of feeling different, I actually feel indifferent right now. 

*You make the rain clouds disappear
The sun alway shines when you are here
I waiting for you to love me*

I started Guitar Hero.  I am no too bad.  I get corn-used about the controls, I end up switching them up every once in a while.

I have no idea what to do today.  All I know is I am not going to the mall!  :)  I don't have to wear jeans, my hair doesn't have to be straightened.  And I have nothing to do.

I cleaned yesterday.

I can't really start my report yet. 

I don't want to go to the store to get a new binder.

I don't want to see a movie b/c it is so nice outside.

Maybe I'll get my palm read.  :)

Hey. 

Hay is for horses.

I am going to bed.